有关@Crystala对于中二倾向者不当歧视的问题

@Crystala经常批判别人中二,现在我在他眼中大概也是有一些中二的人,原因在于之前在他和@mfhraven的推荐下,刷了《魔法禁书目录》,《某科学的超电磁炮》以及《Fate/Stay night unlimited blade works》,而且还对剧情比较着迷(尤其是我还说过我非常向往学园都市这个地方之类的话,好吧对于一个大学生来说这确实有点中二)。

我觉得这个人完全是带着一种居高临下的优越感来批判别人中二的。(但话也说回来,我也经常带着居高临下的优越感批判别人,比如之前和@mfhraven的争辩)。仿佛说,你们这些人都不理性,就我理性。比方说我和他讲,这个世界上有很多黑暗的地方,他的意思是说,你又能怎样?我当然不能怎样,我有没有主角光环,也没有御坂美琴的超电磁炮,我能怎样?4月65日发生的事情记忆犹新,我是不会去螳臂当车。所以他的意思是说,那你管那些干嘛?该干什么干什么被,那些问题就是客观存在的。这话我当然无法反驳……但问题是我认为每个人都认为这种不合理是合理的本身就是造成这种不合理的根本原因之一,但是我确实也无法让别人认为这种事情不合理,但至少如果有足够多的人认为这种事情不合理,也许事情就会逆转,因此起码我要保存自己心里的那颗种子。

说来@Crystala对于ACG的了解远高于我,但是@Crystala对于这类东西的态度和我是不太一样的。@Crystala大概就是觉得这种东西好看就好了,但我比较倾向于让自己的思维沉浸到剧情中去。而@Crystala经常批评剧情中的人物形象非常中二。又去批评一些看动画或者玩游戏的人形象非常中二。首先我认为一个对着Hyperdimension Neptunia跪舔妹子的人没有什么资格说这种话。其次我想说,从剧情和人设上来说,有些动画或者游戏的角色确实有些中二。这是因为游戏和动画里通常把冲突简单化,以便让主角可以拯救世界的缘故。但是,从某种意义上来说,虽然现实中的问题是复杂的,多样的,但是我们依然可以,也有必要,尽量,在保护自己的前提下,尽可能做一些正确的事情。如果这个世界上有更多的人有这样的想法,那么这个世界还是会有更大的概率趋向于美好的。而对于角色和喜爱角色的人的这种批判,本质上代表着一个人已经放弃了对于这种美好的期许(当然如果这种美好真的能从天而降,他们也是非常赞成的,但很大一定程度上来说他们不认为哪怕稍微激进一些的举动是有必要的),我认为这才是更糟糕。

当然,作为一名唯物主义者,我也承认游戏和动画中的惹人喜爱的设定应当被认为是厂商用系统化、程序化的方法创造出来的赚钱的工具。不过,这样的设定能够惹人喜爱本身,就说明了大家的心中对这个世界还是存有一丝美好的幻想的。(所以我对《超电磁炮》之类的作品还是持非常正面的态度的。当然一个作品也可以表现社会的丑恶和人们的无助,我也很赞赏,因为这让人们认清现实,可是如果像某些作品将丑恶视为自然而然,迎合某些人的需求,那我认为就是非常糟糕的了。)

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A terrible semester

It has been the tenth week of this semester, and now I feel that I didn’t make anything right. About ten minutes ago, I quit the QM course, leaving a “W” on my record — I hate it, it likes a stain in my life at tsignhua university, or actually, my whole life. And I hate QY** who introduced this policy, and I….

I didn’t make anything. I participated in the Challenge Cup, while get nothing. While @crystala became an intern @ iHandySoft, @JSON still doing great things in all fields.

I’ve failed.

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最近讨论政治有一点让心情变得激动啊……

最近和@crystala讨论了一大堆政治问题,变得情绪有点激动,刚才看到新加坡某人辱骂李光耀被逮捕,加上对新加坡鞭刑的一贯不满态度,结果情绪涌浪了半天……结果又开始对@crystala有一些不满了。

政治这个东西,我对它的态度一向是反感的,强烈反感的。事实上我认为至少政治家无法证明他们自己对人类有任何物质上的贡献,反而物质上的伤害倒是统统能够坐实,但是大部分人显然并不与我分享相同的观点。

@crystala总觉得我很幼稚(我假象的),当然实际上我也确实很幼稚(讲真)。事实上,准确来说,@crystala认为,若以DND类比,他是守序阵营,我是混乱阵营(这比喻不错,虽然我觉得他也只是嘴上支持守序= =)。

作为一个享受了和平国度里幸福生活的人(虽然最近遇到了一些个人的问题),我觉得自己并没有什么必要,甚至是没有什么资格,去抱怨,去指摘。不过人总是不满足的,既然自己没有遇到什么奇奇怪怪的问题,那自然回去关注别人遇到的奇奇怪怪的问题(当然其实这是因为有人愿意你看到奇奇怪怪的问题不是,不过这一点,@crystala和我的观点又不一致,@crystala认为,在mainland,政府的监控力度太弱,以至于某些媒体整天胡说八道,中宣部不称职;而我则认为,在中国大陆,媒体已经开始逐渐被政府控制,越来越多的舆论被政府引导= =),遇到奇奇怪怪的问题的人,自然就要寻找他们问题的源头,源头自然只能是政府。

说到底,我也知道自己很幼稚,但是我又觉得自己可以不停那些成熟的人的话,因为我相信问题可以得到解决,可以以一种皆大欢喜的方式得到解决。我的政治倾向是右翼,认为人民应当享有更多的政治权利;而经济倾向是左翼,认为人民应当免于财务上的恐惧;反对死刑,认为任何人犯下的错误本质上都有整个社会的因素。这与我国的现状和大部分人的观点格格不入。

唉,不说了= =

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An C++ syntax exam is coming= =

= =还是用中文写吧……

新校长上任以来,除了决议GPA之改革,也决定必须遏制刷分水课之趋势,而徐Boss果然非常精明,对全体本科生表示考试虽然学校里有成绩限制的要求,然而他依然秉持公正的原则,绝不搞出些奇怪的问题来为难我们,宁可平均分超过上限他向学校写报(jian)告(cha)。

然后接下来徐boss就决定,为了让大家能够提前感受到C++语法的魅力,让我们3周之内学完C++(11)的语法,然后搞一个考试。就目前讲课的状况来看,基本属于只讲C++11的新语法的状况,连类的继承都是粗粗讲完的情况下居然能把移动语义构造函数扯半天……

接下来在搞完大作业之后,再来个两周之后还有一次考试机会,不过据说那时候要讲一些“比较高级的关于模板的语法”……我觉得这东西听起来就像template metaprogramming啊……

感谢徐Boss,求待会儿考试不挂……

P.S.今天晚上9:00的量子力学的DDL我还没赶完呢……

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Solve a display problem for my Arch Linux.

Linux is actually always a problem= =, but I really love to solve them ^_^

Recently I finally worked out why my logout from plasma desktop to GDM, my system will halt, and why I can never enable vertical synchronization for my kwin. — The reason is, Wayland.

GDM has been using Wayland as its default display server since a certain version. Unfortunately, it doesn’t seem work well with my laptop. So now I disabled it. And everything works pretty fine now.

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I will never regret for the freedom I’ve gained.

One of my friend, who in favor of order and rule, was telling me that before Microsoft DirectX was created, game developers have to deal with VGA pin definition while programming. That’s why he always believes the property DirectX is much better than the Open Graphics Library. Such statement is so weird that I thought even if it’s true (of course at the very beginning of game development, like the ATARI age, it is very likely to be true), and I don’t think that’s related to OpenGL.

My ex-girl friend once told me that she believed it’s my lacking controls from  my parents in my childhood is the reason that I’m feeble and irresolute. (I would say that’s also what my father believes.) And when we talk about how to educate our children ( now seems we won’t have one T^T ), she would always suggest pushing our child to dancing, to learn calligraphy, to learn playing instruments……She also suggested me to join the army, to make myself stronger (I would say that must be a nightmare to me).

There is no doubt, that everything in the world have the law, everything is predictable. Becoming someone better, “better” in others’ eyes, is actually something have a strict guideline to follow. But I simply hate those guidelines. It’s a world where everything is programmed. But as an CSE student, I know a lot about programs. Computer is the tool invented to help people performing those repeatful, boring job. Everyone is born to do a creative, meaningful job. I will never regret for the freedom I’ve gained, for I know that’s what makes me who I am.

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My first post.

This is my first post of my new blog.

Recently, I transformed my OpenVZ VPS OS into Arch Linux. Thanks to the vps2arch script, I didn’t come across some intractable problems like the systemd compatible problem. But it still takes me a lot of time to configure the IPv6 properly.

I loves Arch Linux because it’s always up-to-date, with the latest software. And I don’t really find it’s unstable compared to ubuntu — I remembered the philosophy of Arch Linux is not to make unnecessary changes to the system — That means Arch Linux requires a lot of configuration after installation — But I finally managed to get a perfectly-working system. Of course, it is possible to adjust Linux to both user-friendly and up-to-date, but Canonical is not Microsoft or Apple, they cannot build their own monopoly ecosystem on Linux.

Before I reinstalled the operating system, the blog is not open to search engine — For at that time I store some sensitive personal information ( i.e. complain about others )…… And I also plans to storage my class notes on the website — But now it turns out I cannot persist in taking notes, and I don’t want to let a blog invisible on the Internet forever, so this new blog will be open, and I won’t import the backup XML file of the old blog.

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